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My first post in almost a year, flailng over Torchwood. Children of Earth part 5. Cut for SPOILERS, of course.

I think I'm done sobbing.

I knew I should have waited. I should have stopped after episode 2, with the happy (yet creepy) ending.

There's an icon made by

electrictoes, I think, that pretty much sums it up;

I'm having trouble dealing with the fact that Ianto Jones is a fictional person.

After the episode ended and Ianto and Steven are still dead, and Jack runs away... I was sobbing.

Walking through the house bawling, and telling myself "It's just a tv show. They're not real people, it's just a stupid tv show!"

Right now I'm still in the 'It made me cry, thus it sucked' stage.

It's instances like this that make me think I should just quit watching tv.

*sigh* So, now we move on to discussing my non-Torchwood related issues.

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Me-talk starts here

My profile says "Adjusting to mental health."

Well that hasn't been going so great for... a while. Like, a year or two. But lately I've gotten sick of the answer being more meds, higher dosage, and a therapist who can't tell I'm bullshitting.

So I'll be checking into the hospital this weekend to come off my meds and be reevaluated.

Can't string another sentence together. Posting now.