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My first post in almost a year, flailng over Torchwood. Children of Earth part 5. Cut for SPOILERS, of course.

I think I'm done sobbing.

I knew I should have waited. I should have stopped after episode 2, with the happy (yet creepy) ending.

There's an icon made by [livejournal.com profile] electrictoes, I think, that pretty much sums it up;

I'm having trouble dealing with the fact that Ianto Jones is a fictional person.

After the episode ended and Ianto and Steven are still dead, and Jack runs away... I was sobbing.

Walking through the house bawling, and telling myself "It's just a tv show. They're not real people, it's just a stupid tv show!"

Right now I'm still in the 'It made me cry, thus it sucked' stage.

It's instances like this that make me think I should just quit watching tv.

*sigh* So, now we move on to discussing my non-Torchwood related issues.




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Me-talk starts here


My profile says "Adjusting to mental health."

Well that hasn't been going so great for... a while. Like, a year or two. But lately I've gotten sick of the answer being more meds, higher dosage, and a therapist who can't tell I'm bullshitting.

So I'll be checking into the hospital this weekend to come off my meds and be reevaluated.

Can't string another sentence together. Posting now.

Date: 2009-07-11 08:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] suzvoy.livejournal.com
Best of luck to you, sweetie.

Date: 2009-09-16 04:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] suzvoy.livejournal.com
Happy Birthday, sweetie! *cuddles*

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